I feel like screaming, a primordial scream. I feel it bubbling just under the surface, sitting in my chest like a pile of rocks. I feel the need to flee, but from what I do not know. It grows a little more with each passing hour. I don’t know what the cause is. It has been with me all day.
Nothing I seem to do abates it. I thought of taking a drive, maybe somehow losing it somewhere, but I don’t see that helping. I thought that blogging, getting words out, would help. But that isn’t helping either.
I think I will take that drive afterall. Maybe driving, blaring the radio and screaming my primordial scream will be the best thing for me.