It’s going to be another one of those nights, I can feel it. I am tired, but I know that I won’t be able to sleep. My head is full, racing with thoughts. Everything is just up there, swirling around.
I have been trying to get a grip on everything that has been going on. There is so much to worry about. I don’t even know where to focus my energy anymore. If only I could just find the pause button.
I need to get away, to escape myself for awhile. Unfortunately, that takes money. And money, at the moment, isn’t something that I have in abundance. I need to start playing the lottery.