I have had this nagging feeling for awhile now, that I don’t belong here in Delaware. I’m not even sure why I moved here to begin with. It seemed like a good idea at the time.
In all of my life, I have never felt so out of sync, so out of place. I have been thinking, trying to find a way to solve this dilemma that I am facing. It’s obvious that I need to leave, but I don’t know how or where to go. There is nothing left for me in New Jersey, most of my family and friends are no longer there.
Where do I go? I mentioned in a previous post that I would like to live in Massachusetts or California, and I am considering that. I have even been considering Florida and Washington. I want to pick a place that is a good fit for me, but I don’t have a clue as to how to go about it.
How do I move 500, 1500, 3000 miles away? I know people do it all the time, but I can’t figure out how to go about it. How do I look for a job from here? Do I move first, then find a job? I need to seriously consider my options. I need to find somewhere I belong.