Somewhere i belong

I have had this nagging feeling for awhile now, that I don’t belong here in Delaware.  I’m not even sure why I moved here to begin with.  It seemed like a good idea at the time.

In all of my life, I have never felt so out of sync, so out of place.  I have been thinking, trying to find a way to solve this dilemma that I am facing.  It’s obvious that I need to leave, but I don’t know how or where to go.  There is nothing left for me in New Jersey, most of my family and friends are no longer there.

Where do I go?  I mentioned in a previous post that I would like to live in Massachusetts or California, and I am considering that.  I have even been considering Florida and Washington.  I want to pick a place that is a good fit for me, but I don’t have a clue as to how to go about it.

How do I move 500, 1500, 3000 miles away?  I know people do it all the time, but I can’t figure out how to go about it.  How do I look for a job from here?  Do I move first, then find a job?  I need to seriously consider my options.  I need to find somewhere I belong.


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