Sometimes things spring up on you without rhyme or reason. As I have mentioned earlier, I really don’t feel like I belong in Delaware. I just don’t fit in.
Today, I was chatting with an old friend on-line and told him that I am looking to find a roommate as I cannot stand my 2 hour commute to and from work. It is killing me. I am exhausted all the time. He told me that I can move in with him and be his roommate. And when he told me what he would charge me for rent per month, I nearly fell out of the chair! It’s ridiculously cheap.
The best part of it is, it is home. I would be living in New Jersey again. I know I said that there wasn’t anything left for me in NJ, but it is familiar. There, just maybe, I can remember who I used to be. I can find the “happier” me. I can reconnect with those who used to be part of my life, but lost touch with.