Today I met a really great guy.  We talked as if we had known each other for years.  There was a chemistry between us that was definitely unique.  I am intrigued by him and would love to get to know him more.  He also was very easy on the eyes.  It seemed as if though he had the same attraction to me.

As nice and exciting as this is, it is making me feel down.  I feel as if I am doing something wrong.  I guess I was wrong in thinking that I am over my ex.  It seems as if it were one of those cases of “lie to yourself enough and you will believe it”.

After my ex and I broke up, I was going through a wave of emotions.  One minute I was sad, the next angry.  I eventually settled on angry.  I guess I never fully dealt with the sense of loss that I had.

I’m not quite sure how to deal with this.  I like this guy and would like to see him again, yet, for some reason, it triggers this sense of guilt that I am feeling.

It just seems unfair.


3 comments on “Unfair

  1. Why dont you take some time to deal with your emotions and once everything is seattled pursue a relationship with this new guy that sounds great.

  2. Wow!!! Sounds like a hot bed of issues here. Just remember though, don’t ever fell guilty about it. Your ex is an ex, if you want to see some one, than see ‘m but, you really should sit down and work your way through you emotions over the ex.

    It’s not fair to anyone most of all yourself to hold on the past.

  3. Both of you are right. It just blind sided me, I did not expect to feel this way. He is an ex for a reason. I really can’t quite figure out why I felt the way that I did. I guess it was because we kissed and I got “butterflies”. I’m not quite sure, really.

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