Just when I thought I had it all figured out I got thrown a curve ball. After much thought, I had decided to focus on moving to Asheville. It feels like the right thing to do. So many things have been pointing to it.
Today, I went out with the guy I have been seeing. He was dropping hints that he wants it to be more than just casual dating. I pretended to not pick up on the hints. He really is a sweet guy. He is very affectionate and treats me like a prince. He is also adorable.
I don’t know if this is the time for me to be in another relationship. After my last relationship, I don’t know if I am ready to start a new one. It was such a bad experience that emotionally drained me. I can honestly say that I regret having ever met him.
I think I need some time just being me and do what I need to do. On the other hand, I really do like him. I don’t want to let a good man slip on by. It seems they are so few and far between.
Now, I am going to head to bed with my head full, thoughts going at full speed. Hopefully, I can figure out what is best for me.