Curve ball

Just when I thought I had it all figured out I got thrown a curve ball.  After much thought, I had decided to focus on moving to Asheville.  It feels like the right thing to do.  So many things have been pointing to it.

Today, I went out with the guy I have been seeing.  He was dropping hints that he wants it to be more than just casual dating.  I pretended to not pick up on the hints.  He really is a sweet guy.  He is very affectionate and treats me like a prince.  He is also adorable.

I don’t know if this is the time for me to be in another relationship.  After my last relationship, I don’t know if I am ready to start a new one.  It was such a bad experience that emotionally drained me.  I can honestly say that I regret having ever met him.

I think I need some time just being me and do what I need to do.  On the other hand, I really do like him.  I don’t want to let a good man slip on by.  It seems they are so few and far between.

Now, I am going to head to bed with my head full, thoughts going at full speed.  Hopefully, I can figure out what is best for me.


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